Last night, er, early this morning, Luna, Eclipse, and I performed a blood-bonding ceremony. Well, I wouldn't call it a ceremony, but we blood bonded, and now we're sisters :D.

Also, early this morning, some malevolent presence in Eclipse's house (where we were) attacked Luna.  I'm not one hundred percent positive about what happened, but it was bad enough to leave Luna in a bit of shock.

It doesn't seem like those things should happen.  It's not supposed to be this way.  But somethings, you just can't help, I guess.

Blessed Be, everyone!!!

Haha, that's the song I'm listening to right now :D.

Well, I'm back on Covenspace.  I'm totally sure why I've been absent so long.. but it was not from lack of time, I can tell you that.  I think I was drifting a little bit :D.

I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays.  I know I had fun.  I turned 15 yesterday, so it feels pretty cool.

I received some really nice gifts, like earrings and books (mostly on knitting) and some really nice knitting needles.

I've become a bit of a knitting fiend.  It feels wrong if I don't have something on my needles :).

The one thing that I didn't receive for the holidays that I really wanted was a garden.  Er, not just a garden, but gardening tools, seeds, and some.. assurance, perhaps, from my parents that I'm allowed to play in the dirt.  Not that my parents would ever stop me from trying to grow plants, but I don't really know what I'm doing, so if they helped me a bit, I guess I would see that as assurance too.

Blessed Be Everyone!!

-Kione

*sigh* My friends and I will have to wait for four years, as in, when we become legal adults, to practice magick.  My friends' parents don't know, and they'd have to find out for my parents to be "comfortable" with us practicing magick.  So, we can't have a dedication ceremony until we're 18.  So, :(

Blessed Be!

You know, sometimes life has so much stress that we forgot about why we do things.  Sometimes I forget my personal reason for becoming Wiccan.  But, when I signed on today, my heart sighed with happiness.  I can remember that it was because I felt the tug of nature and it feels right, in my soul.  So, even though I'm a bit stressed because of the dedication ceremony tomorrow night, I know why I'm doing this, and I wont forget that.

*sigh*  Another blog where I complain.  Sorry 'bout that.

Well, my friend's (Eclipse) parents found out.  About her being Wiccan.  It did not sound pretty.  They are not open minded people, and they don't listen to reason very well, nor would definitions and explanations work well.  So, the entire (well, maybe not entire) side of her mother's family thinks she worships Satan.  I do not want to be in her shoes.

So, my friends Luna and Eclipse are coming over Friday night, when we plan to hold our dedication ceremony.  It seems all rather unreal.  The days "tripped by on rosy wings," to quote Harper Lee.  It seems that we had 23 days left (when I started to actually count) and now, we have two.  Like I said, it feels totally unreal.

My main 'fear' is that it won't be magickal enough.  What I mean by that, is that, I really want to feel the energy.  I dont want it to end up being my friends and I saying some words and not being able to mean them.  It seems kind of a pointless fear, as when I read over the words, I know they're true and magickal.  It could be like the stage fright people get when performing a play, even if they do well in the end.  But this is more than just lines to a play.  Oh well, I'll trust teh Goddess and the God to make the evening something worth remembering.  =]

Good night!  and Blessed Be.